"Is this the real life? Is this just fantasy? Caught in a landslide, no escape from reality." 2002-09-14 - 9:55 p.m.
There's nothing like a rainy Saturday and "Everybody Hurts" to make you introspective.
*sighs*
Would it make me the world's BIGGEST band geek to admit that, as I listened to the pregame of the football game on the radio today, and could hear the band in perfect clarity, that I started crying for no apparent reason? I miss marching band, ok? I'm a band geek! So shoot me! :-P There's no substitute for a live football game, nachos and Mountain Dew, and band people.
Would I be the world's BIGGEST loser if I told you that I am headbanging to "Bohemian Rhapsody" right now? Has God left me sitting at home on a Saturday night for a reason?
Would I suddenly become the world's BIGGEST genius if I say that I am completely paralyzed by my inhibitions? That it is my very fear of failure that has led me on a quick and easy path to every personal failure I've made? That I in fact turn a deaf ear to words of positivity and encouragement and only hear the bad things, however little they are?
See? I've got myself completely pegged. I'm a band geek genius. We won't tell anyone about the loser part. Loserliness is in the eye of the beholder anyway, right? ;)
Yeah, uh, I'll be happy to send you a postcard from Loserland, population: me. Wow I'm in a weird mood now. It might be time to do something disgustingly girly like have a candelit bubble bath and read my Glamour magazine. Bah!
The cat just ran away from me. Apparently she's as bored as I am. :-P