Just trying not to think about it... 2003-08-11 - 1:28 a.m.
I am at my mom's. earlier, I was playing my sister's mellophone. Or trying to, anyway. It was amusing.
I miss my dad and my cat and my house and the digital cable and the cable internet and my beautiful books all arranged so nicely, etc. I've been trying to convince myself I'm just on vacation. I haven't had a vacation-y type thing in the summer in so long. Yeah, um, so tomorrow we are going to Grad Schoolville to go to the zoo. That's right. The zoo. Um, yeah.
Also, I miss people. Which is silly, because I never see people anyway. Which is even sillier.
I'm going to go to bed, attempt to get actual sleep tonight, and pretend like I'm excited about tomorrow. At some point this weekend, I was excited. I'm sure of it. ;)
Best Buy wants to give me a credit card, right? So I can buy a computer.
(Say yes.)
Okay. Well, goodnight all. Catch you on the flip side, whenever that will be. The happy notes and things are muchly appreciated. :)