BLAARRRGGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! 2003-02-20 - 9:51 p.m.
I just downloaded "Baby got back", "Bust a move", and "Pump up the jam". No, I do not know what brought that on. But asitwere does. Hehe. :)
Work was absolutely hideous. As I mentioned before, I was working by myself all day, answering phone calls from crazy people and lugging George Foreman grills around. It just sucked. It sucked! Is it International Act Like a Fat-Assed Jerk Day today and I missed it or something? Gah. Retail really blows sometimes. Ok, retail blows all the time. Sometimes I'm better at ignoring the overall crappiness. And I had to get the bus home. This isn't so bad in the daylight. It's not as bad as it was before Christmas in the pitch dark. But trudging home in the February twilight is just so depressing. All I heard from the non-jerk customers today was "Oh, it's so nice out!" Yeah. Great. Three cheers for Mother Fucking Nature. What good will it do me?
Gah. The general craptacularness of work today has gotten me into a Mood. Sometimes I wish someone would pick me up from work and we'd go out and do fun things that I hear about sometimes. As generally sucky as it is that I have to work 8 to noon on Saturday, it would be nice to have something to look forward to afterwards. Particularly as I have two whole blessed days off after that.
*sigh*
That is not a sigh of mopeyness, mind you. That is just a sigh of cruddy lonely uninspired boredom.
Oh well. Tomorrow is just another day, as is the day after that, and the day after that, on into a long oblivion of "whatever". It's a means to an end. I'll be out of here by the end of the year. Hopefully I can forget any reason why I stayed. Like especially the whole lack of money for grad school thing. If I want to forget, that is.
Cryptic little bitch, aren't I?'
Ooooh I'm in a foul mood. Forgive me. Have a wonderful Friday everyone. :)