something no one wants to hear 2002-12-14 - 3:30 p.m.
Am I completely strange for not wanting to be here anymore, but yet still not wanting to be anywhere else? I just want to go to bed and sleep and sleep and maybe wake up sometime last year and take the chance that I was just too scared to take. Maybe I'd still be too scared, but at least it would be last year again and I would have that chance to take.
Did any of that make any sense at all? I've slept most of the day already and I still want to go back to bed.
Maybe it's silly, but I think if one specific person told me everything was going to be ok I would really believe it.
Well, enough of this for now. I highly doubt anyone wants to hear it.