"All I want is not to need you now" 2002-09-18 - 4:09 p.m.
I slept until noon today. Which is fine, but the sad thing is, I just woke up from a two hour nap. Blah. That's all I can say. Losers everywhere unite to throw vegetables at me and step on me. For I am your queen!
I should practice flute today. That's about the only time I really feel over three inches tall. Well, I should do a lot of things I guess. Above all, I should stop complaining, because as I have said before, life sucks and I should just get over it. Because surely my life sucks a lot less than many others.
Blah. I think I'll do the world a favor right at the moment and shut up. That or dream of a magical, well-paying, imaginary job at a music store or bookstore that I can have for the next four months, and regular paid gigs, and people that take pity on me and hang out with me sometimes, and sanity in general... until January when I'm finally in graduate school and I can be a real person again.