dredging up the muck at the bottom of everything 2002-08-15 - 10:32 a.m.
Well, there comes a point soon after such helpful words of encouragement like "I'm a little disappointed in you" and "You're on your own" that you realize that parents can be completely useless! :P Now I'm not going to sit here and whine that my parents don't understand me, blah blah blah, because that in itself would be completely useless. So what is the purpose of this writing? I have no clue.
Perhaps perfection is only skin deep and underneath that thin outer shell there lies a human being just like everyone else. People are allowed to fuck up sometimes. Right?? I'm going to find a job that I like and be USEFUL until January. Or else I'm going to pack up all my old flannel shirts and hitchhike to Seattle! All this will happen AFTER my birthday, at any rate. ;) On the agenda right now is rest, and trying to reclaim the lost happiness of summer. Or a valiant attempt at it.
Blah blah blah it is fun to complain. Time for a healthy breakfast of a bologna sandwich and a vanilla Coke. :)