musings 2002-08-12 - 4:10 a.m.
Well helloooooo insomnia. As much fun as it is talking on the phone at 3am, here I am again. ;) I was looking for those stupid meteors but I couldn't find any. Stupid light pollution. Stupid stupid stupid.
Anyway, the general lack of good junk food in my house has got me thinking about life and such. How funny was it that it was my best friend that told me once to "Let your hair down" (this was back in the flannel/scrunchie uniform days of high school), and that at her wedding earlier this summer as I was rocking out on the Pachelbel Canon, my hair was most definitely up. It's interesting to see how far you can go, or not go, lacking the important things in life like pencil sharpeners.
What does it all mean? I don't have any idea. I think maybe I'm still the exact same person I was in high school, but the thing is, I was completely clueless then just as I am now. So I ask you to tell me the answer to this question: "Who the hell am I?" And people laugh when I say 22 is over the hill. Will they laugh in 12 days when they see this firsthand? I think not. (mmmmm birthday cake......)
I should really go to bed maybe perhaps. Although I don't have to work tomorrow!!!!!! :> Meaning I'll probably sit around and do nothing anyway. Vanilla coke and fudge round deprivation makes me crazy!