But first I also need to realize a few things:

A) Boredom --> depression <-- loneliness

B) But things could always be worse. The Pacific ocean is almost two miles deep in the Marianas trench. That's a long way to go before you hit the proverbial "rock bottom".

C) 1. Music is everything. What else can I say? From the Reinecke Flute Concerto to "Bridge Over Troubled Water" to "Lithium" to the Elgar Cello Concerto. It's all there, how I feel.

2. The power to make music is a great one. And I have that power. I AM a good flute player. My undergraduate flute teacher can't tell me I'm not anymore. I got accepted to three good music schools for a master's program in performance. Her lack of faith in me caused me to doubt that I'd do so. But I did. I can have faith in myself, and that's what I really need.

Well now I feel the need to apologize. For what and to whom I'm not sure. I guess it just helps to spit some of this out sometimes. Goodnight, goodnight, goodnight.

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